Wednesday, July 29, 2026.

Hewo hewo my darlings (˶ᵔᗜᵔ˶)ﾉﾞ, how have you been dealing with this years summer? I figure you must have heard this a lot of times but it do really be important to drinkie some water often, don't you just wait until you are thirsty enough! (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

I'm currently taking a lil break from drawing, which,, its not like i've done a super marathon or anything like that, i have barely been 30 minutes locked in, although within those 30 minutes i've done a loooot of overthinking ꜀( ꜆-ࡇ-)꜆, even at the slightest trace of a detail that feels too off i try to compare how would it look like if i changed it, and even more so considering that i do am redesigning my current sona! (⇀‸↼‶)
In case you are wondering, i don't plan to change Radiant and/or Abyss, i am rather trying to change their deisgn a liiil bit more to my liking, cus as of now they feel too flat or cartoonish, which is quite the kind of appeal my artstyle has turned out to develop, though i wanna give them both a bit more of a,, figure yknow (๑>؂•̀๑)? Although just subtly enough for both of them to remain their cartoonish vibes if that makes any sense.. I do am taking a super duper long time to do this but on the other hand, for the first time in so long i haven't been so productive with personal projects so i might aswell take less and less to get a satisfying result overtime (ㅅ´ ˘ `) (*or so i hope*).

Wowie,, i must say, despite my recent raise on productivity, i do get easily exhausted by a mere quantity of consecutive minutes that im focused,, (,; ⩌ ;,) i have a feeling that it might be related to my lack of excercise and mobility.. Since Mei-Mei is still wearing that cone from her recent surgery i haven't been playing much with her to run arround the house, and even before then i would run like,, what, arround 10 to 20 minutes before getting dreched in sweat? Might be worth to do some exercise *at the very least* today.. (Or ideally that i turn this into a routine but knowing myself i find that less likely).

Oh my! And speaking of Mei-Mei,, today's her first birthday! (wait,, first,, or second? does the day you are born count as the first birthday? ∘ ∘ ∘ ( °ヮ° ) ?),,, doesn't matter, the case is that today she is one year old :D, yippie!!
We've had Mei-Mei living with us since november of last year,, Aweee, before then i was very, veeery excited of someday getting my very own pet dog, it has been my wish like,, geez,, ever since i was in third grade or something, so its been more than a decade of wait (・o・). I haven't had much friends irl during the course of my life, i would mostly hang out with my cousing during my childhood and to my only one besties,, though that's kinda it, and now during my adulthood i no friends, not even a single contact of trust that i know face to face other than my family, and within my family the only one i trust for talking about my personal issues is with my sister, she has helped me a lot to cope with what has felt as one of the worst months of my life, which is why i am deeply grateful for her help (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶).
Sooo, returning to what i was saying,, since i don't have many if not to say very few people in my day to day life that i interact with, Mei-Mei has aswell been a great and only friend to fill that empty space in my heart (๑•᎑•๑), we run we play i do silly stuff with her (like using her a drum and sing a song, heehee~) and eventhough i loose my cool easily with her when she repetedly barks to someone passing by the door or when another dog is barking from outside the window, i do however am very very happy that she is part of my life ^w^.

Dear reader, you made it once again till the end :D, super-duper thanks for showing even if the most minimal of interest in reading about my mundane and boring story-telling, ( =＾ω＾) writting blog entries has been a great source of expressing my emotions, talk about my day to day life and show how am i, not just to you but to myself aswell ^^, until next time!

❤︎ Ashley.